! Trigger Warnings (so far - list to be updated and each post gets tagged with all the needed tags individually):
(forced) prostitution, vulgarisms, threats, suggestive conversations and images, sex, murder (mentioned), attempt of murder, trauma, self-harm mentioned, panic attacks, anxiety attacks, depression, rape and sexual abuse mentioned, blood, (domestical) violence, manipulation, toxic relations, fertility issues, death, death mention, cancer, cancer mention
A tag to block: #seraphic deviltry simfiction
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Before You Start Reading…
Please, always be careful, keep your eyes (and mind) open when it comes to what you do, where you are or who you are with in your life. In case anything improper happened and you could not bear it on your own, do not hesitate to seek help from any trustworthy source.
Do not think twice, tell somebody around or go to www.befrienders.org and type in your country for a list of helplines.
Know this that you are never alone and there are always people who want to and will help you.
βDear, I fear weβre facing a problem is the only thing that comes to mind when I look at my friends. I donβt know how to describe it, but weβre growing far apart when weβre together. It doesnβt make sense; I know I sound crazy, but thatβs what it feels like when Iβm with them. I try to hang out with them, but Iβm so busy with gymnastics, and when I get home, all I want to do is sleep. Over the weekend, I try to plan things out with them, but theyβre busy. Jane has to meet up with a sneaky link, Cadence has a date, and Brielle has to study.
Sometimes, I canβt help but think that theyβre ignoring me. Are they telling me the truth? I know they wouldnβt do anything to hurt me, and itβs just my paranoia getting the best of me. Iβve been stressed out the last couple of weeksβ¦ Yeah, it has to be the stress.β
I finally understand why DeeDee does 4 hairs at a time. Doing fewer hairs motivates me to upload more haha. I missed a lot of cute hairs while I was gone!